moment of honesty (to myself)

I feel like I've had a tough day, but looking back, it doesn't seem like it was too tough. I suppose it's not what happened, but what I've been thinking about, and the pressure I've put upon my shoulders. I've tried to shrug it off, put it out of my mind, but instead, it's just built up a lot of tension. Sometimes I put on a face of confidence, but really, those words of reassurance cover up my insecurities. I try to be positive, but underneath it all, it's not genuine. I don't know what it'll take to really change my negativity into sincere positivity.

I know I just over thought things today. That on top of minor annoyances and the built up stress just resulted in me getting all emotional...

This song soothes me...

imaginarium

By the way, I got a haircut!

would've should've could've

I gotta move on and just anticipate better opportunities. It's not often I get this depressed but I will be mopey for a good week or so. I'm strong. I'm tough. I'm what a modern woman should be. I know I'll be kicking myself for  a while for my stupidity, but I know that I will be okay eventually.

Thank goodness D was there to comfort me. 

What? It's March?!

Time flies when you're having fun and slacking off. March is going to be quite a hectic month. I foresee many stressful days ahead of me (especially for my environmental law term paper). It's been a pretty lazy weekend here in Waterloo. I watched A Single Man with Yosef on Thursday and Alice in Wonderland last night. I really enjoyed both movies. Other than that, I applied to a couple of jobs and did some reading. I already have tonight's dinner planned out too.

I'm just really looking forward to summer right now. There are many loose ends to be tied up, plans to be made, packing up my life in boxes once again. I can't wait for warmth, tans, nice cold beer, and patio days. I'm hoping to be either back home or in Toronto again this summer. It's only fair that D and I have a chance to spend more time together.

Listening to: Joni Mitchell - Both Sides Now (beautiful beautiful song)